This is actually a sudden blog post I thought of a few days back. I know I haven’t been active (blame medical school!) but I’m going to try to post here and there, whenever I have the time. For now, here’s my letter to my clueless past. It’s filled with my experiences as a first year medical student and a few battles along the way.
[TW // anxiety, mild panic attacks, intrusive thoughts]
Read moreThis was supposedly posted during my sem break, however, I was preoccupied with academic work so here we are 🤣
Long time no post!
I’m finally done with my first semester of medical school! Can I just say that I’m proud of myself for putting up with such a difficult situation? It’s not easy to push through with medical school while on pandemic. I’m grateful that, despite the breakdowns, Papa God has been there for me. There were times that I still doubted myself — my capabilities, my plans, even the path I took! — but nevertheless, He has been patient and helped me in every way possible.
Also I’m grateful for my parents for putting up with me. I still get violent whenever I don’t get what I want, but I’m glad that they were just quietly sitting there and calmly articulating my feelings. I do apologize to my plushies for being the victims of my anger — I still need a lot more meditating and yoga and Bible in One Year.
My last Med School Misadventures update was back in October, and a lot has happened from that until now. Let me just dump it in here and tell you what I felt throughout. No tea, just all-out sharing my feelings.
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Not going to lie: I’m close to tears while typing this blog because of how much I enjoyed this concert. I was with my two cousins, jumping and having fun with the boys who made our youth beautiful. While Super Shows are my home ground, BTS concerts are the ones that made me enjoy my youth and remind me that I’m not alone in this journey.
Here’s my long-awaited K-pop (and non-medical school-related!) blog on my Wings Tour in Manila experience.
Read more“Without stopping, Super Junior kept on running for 10 years.”
These were the opening lines for Super Junior’s Devil teaser 5 years ago, when the chicken ran around the boys and Kangin’s pants fell off. One of the comments said that Super Junior started doing the mannequin challenge before it went viral the following year 🤣 It’s still a fitting line, now that the boys have ran until their 15th year. It’s a long journey, filled with ups and downs, with members leaving and returning, with issues that tested the boys and the fandom.
Originally an open letter for the 아저씨들, I have decided to make it a reflection of my journey as an ELF and staying beside Super Junior throughout their lifetime. Some ELFs love to share how they started with their journey, and here’s my take on it.
Read more🤡🤡🤡 Ok mags-start na talaga ako ng Wings Tour blog ko- xD
It’s a rollercoaster of emotions, from feeling ever-so-confident to “I’m sorry po Lord.” Lesson learned: ‘wag maging kampante sa sarili 😔 I definitely learned it the hard way this week, but kahit na feeling mo you’re stumped, laban lang. Use it as a reason to do better. Rest if you must, but don’t quit!
Welcome back to the blog where I talk about my (emotional and psychological) journey to #MD2025 (2025 kasi dun pa lang ako magiging doctor 🤣).
Read moreAnother week had passed and I feel bad that that week was also the same week na biglang nag-surge ang FSH at LH levels ko 🤣 Let’s just say it was so tiring and I aged an additional 50 years sa week na yon 🤣
So here I am, giving myself time to write this blog and to unwind before sumabak ulit sa giyera 🤣
Welcome to part 3 of my chaotic med school journey.
Read moreIn this week, my braincells just gave up after having our Biochemistry clinical case reporting and journal SGD. Oh, did I mention that I experienced a power interruption while doing our SGD?
Welcome to nagkakalat na ‘ko sa med school, part 2 🤣
While reading through my Anatomy powerpoints, I made this idea to write another series — this time with my medical school shenanigans 🤣
First week in and I don’t know what I got into 🤣 Underestimated the workload, a breakdown, and kalat during MSGD — however I still managed it well (I hope).
Here’s my first med school check-in with you~
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3 years after my first concert, I decided that it’s time for me to add another one under my belt as a fangirl. This time, with the 3rd group that I stanned 💜
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If you read my SS7 Manila ticketing blog, you already know that this was my first time to watch a Super Junior concert. But I failed to talk about the whole concert details.
So without further ado, here’s my chaotic ELF journey in SS7 Manila!
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